I get it, with all my injuries and "injuries" it can be hard to tell the difference. I've been getting a bit of hate on IG and the forums now that I'm actually broken. I get it, it seems far fetched. My medical history, is very very complicated and may even seem like a fantasy to those who may have a fetish. But if your on this blog, I'm sure you already know my story better than most. But I wanted to take a second to address a few things. If you go through my content for sale you'll notice I have different badges: Medical "Medical" Rec One of the reasons I want to start posting more here is so that I can easily define the difference. Believe me, I would much rather be "Medical" and rec. I'm fully aware this is a fetish and I would much rather it just be fantasy. But that's not my reality. My reality is that I have a very complicated history of brittle type one diabetes and all sorts of complications because of it. I've been hospitalized for DKA over 100 times in my life. When I was young, I had an eating disorder and would purposefully go into DKA in order to lose weight. Because of that I was a model when I was young, but I'm paying for it with my health as an adult. My health conditions, as much as I'd like to ignore them, are real. I have Osteopenia, and my bones are very brittle and the Dr describes them as mushy. My diabetes is not and has never been under good control. It's better now than it's ever been, and believe me, I'm trying but it's hard. I don't like to talk about the following, because it's just too scary and hard to deal with. But I feel much more safe here sharing my story. My kidneys are beginning to leak protein and have failure. The Dr says dialysis is in my near future. I have nuerapathy in my legs. Meaning I can't feel if I get cut or scraped and this can often lead to serious complications and amputations. I have CVC and being too excited or stressed out can land me in the hospital with God awful vomiting spells. My injury from 2018 didn't heal correctly, and I reinjured it in The Dominan Republic ( and probably all the fun u continued to have when I got home). Yes I am seeing a Dr under the table, a surgeon that goes over the border to help people. A surgeon that has access to medical care, and Medical supplies that's willing to help me because he knows the seriousness of my injury. He messages me all the time that he doesn't want to fail me and wants to help save my leg. I get it, that sounds pretty fishy. But believe me, I've made sure I'm not being scammed. He is very much a real surgeon, and I'm very much a real patient. I've just been blessed with big about to have a connection with him outside of the hospital so that I don't have to pay the outrageous bills that have come with my casts in the past. Yes the Dr knows I enjoy the cast. Which is why he agreed to put a grown adult in a LLC for a broken ankle. He said we could have just gone right above the knee to immobolized the tendons, but he agreed to go higher for my comfort and liking. So yes, I get it. My life is unbelievable and what's going on with me is confusing and complicated. But I'm not trying to trick or device anyone. I'm just trying to connect and share my real story as well as indulge in my fetish at the same time. I'll happily answer any questions or concerns honestly 💗💗💗 Thank you so much for your support and for caring.